Being Alive


I find myself trapped in this place. It's somewhere that disrupts me from for-filling my life and the hopes and dreams that go along with it. I'm a girl on the search to find that something which will allow me to break from this and fear no failure.
First photo of the afternoon :’)

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First photo of the afternoon :’)

On the red carpet with my bestie bitches <3

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On the red carpet with my bestie bitches <3

Tim Carroll and I before the TSS formal. Photographed in front of our car, the gorgeous Maserati (one of only two in the world). Saturday the 22nd of June marked this event and it will be remember as the best night of my life to date. Everything was perfect, the dress, the corsage, the shoes, the hair, the date ;), his suit, his shirt, HIS CUFF LINKS, his boutonnière, our car, the pres, the drive around the gc, the celebrity walk ins, the formal, the friends and the after party. But most of all Tim&#8217;s dedication to chivalry , I have never seen anyone commit to it quite like he did. Such a gentleman. I loved everything, every little element and I would like to thank Tim for asking me to accompany him, love you so much

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Tim Carroll and I before the TSS formal. Photographed in front of our car, the gorgeous Maserati (one of only two in the world). Saturday the 22nd of June marked this event and it will be remember as the best night of my life to date. Everything was perfect, the dress, the corsage, the shoes, the hair, the date ;), his suit, his shirt, HIS CUFF LINKS, his boutonnière, our car, the pres, the drive around the gc, the celebrity walk ins, the formal, the friends and the after party. But most of all Tim’s dedication to chivalry , I have never seen anyone commit to it quite like he did. Such a gentleman. I loved everything, every little element and I would like to thank Tim for asking me to accompany him, love you so much

These next two weeks or so are INTENSE.

Tuesday 12th June: 

  • Drama assignment due
  • Dance assignment due
  • Dance choreography due
  • ‘Speak Easy’ mock audition

Wednesday 13th June

  • LADY GAGA ‘BORN THIS WAY BALL’ CONCERT (need I say more)

Thursday 14th June

  • School CD Recording.
  • Been and the Dukes official EP release at The Loft.

Friday 15th June

  • Last day of school for the semester.
  • Gatho at Caed’s house.
  • ONE WEEK TILL FORMAL

Saturday 16th June

  • Mad hangs with my best friends Alex and Tim

Sunday 17th June

  • ‘Aladdin’ dress rehearsal (11 days out)
  • Abby’s 16th birthday BBQ

Monday 18th June

  • Last minute formal shopping: clutch, ring ect. (4 days out)
  • ‘Aladdin’ dress rehearsal

Tuesday 19th June

  • Eyebrow wax- 9am
  • ‘Speak Easy’ mock audition continued..

Wednesday 20th June

  • ‘Aladdin’ dress rehearsal (7 days out)

Thursday 21st June

  • Spray tan- 10:30am
  • Nails- ???pm
  • Dinner with Alex and Tim

Friday 22nd June

  • FORMAL
  • Morning Relax
  • Hair- 12:30pm
  • Makeup- 1:30pm
  • Get ready at Tim’s house- 2:45pm
  • Pres- 3:45pm
  • Walk ins- 6:00pm
  • AFTER PARTY

Saturday 23rd June

  • Recover from the most amazing night ever.

Sunday 24th June

  • ‘Aladdin’ rehearsal (3 days out)

Monday 25th June

  • ‘Aladdin’ dress rehearsal (2 days out)

Tuesday 26th June

  • Media Call for Channel 9 News
  • ‘Aladdin’ Final Dress Rehearsal (1 day out)

Wednesday 27th June

  • ‘Aladdin’ OPENING DAY